Less, Then Zero

No respect. Hell, no regard neither,
like Rodney. It’s ugly fun waiting

for you to get lonely so you’ll
hit me again. Hey! Watch the detectives

with me, babe. Please. I wasn’t born
in the 70s, but I know the hits. I can

grow a bad mustache. I can kiss your neck or…

It’s whatever. Just let me know. I’ll use my little
fingers like Elvis, try and get you to stay.

4/30/2019

Long is the ramble, I say. Let it flow.
How often do you get to shout at a wall
that never yells back?

‘Always, I guess’ is the answer, but long is what
your rant deserves to be. You’ve been denied
the podium an inordinate amount of time. All the

more reason to not shut-up these days. Wail at all
the walls, just post-up and shout.

You can cry and if you do it in the corner of an alley, no one
will even notice. Only the brick will get a little darker due
to your tears watering the building.

If I were you, I’d just yell and cry.

4/28/2019

Fake daisies litter the ground, around, near my feet.
Firmly stuck, still to the earth, they don’t come up high

enough for a breeze to catch them and make them (mark it)

make them say. The wind forces so much on us and around.
Even in a place like here, my vanity follows. Thin legs sway

into my thoughts; they are pressed, crossed on a chair; or some
dirt is on the thigh; boot tops cover ankles and a little more.

I often think about kissing you in that restroom. We could kiss
and rest in that room,
and more.

4/24/2019

memes about gamers mean something to me
(because guess what? yeah. I’m a gamer)

so they hurt, okay? like, when you say ‘real
gamers don’t exist’ or ‘all gamers should be

euthanized.’ ouch. d o you know how many knife
kills I have in in WM2? over one thousand. a knife

is an intimate way to kill someone; intimacy denotes

sentimentality, which suggests sensitivity. I’m sensitive.

does a troll not cry? I don’t even make jokes about fucking moms
anymore. my mom had a cancer scare last october, and it really
put things into perspective.

4/23/2019

You move more tipsy, and he holds you close
because of this change. The worry is everywhere
about him, but I don’t care.

It’s magic maybe they way we wear each others
emotions, like second nature. It’s fair.
Sure.
You sparkle sometimes. I notice. Who else?

I can lust. It’s fine. But whether the weather
changes (and how much so) determines a lot.

Anyway, enjoy the rest of the “year”; let’s summer.
If we don’t see each other it would be a bummer.
I still owe you a lunch.